Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in Time To Die.'s LiveJournal:

Sunday, June 6th, 2004
7:22 pm	LJ So. I'm all journaled out for the day feeling, yet something is compelling me to write in my LJ. and this time. it wont be about booze.i just want to express my dislike for random and poor tattoos. they are bad. the human body is symetric for a reason, dont knock that balance, it's unappeasing. truly. (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 28th, 2004
2:41 am	I hate bars. yep. bars suck. i hate the fact that the majority of adult social activity revolves around bars and drinking. Are our lives that fucking pathetic that we need some altered state to feel happiness? bars are so different when you dont drink. you see the poor sad souls behind the eyes that are sitting at the bar staring into a drink, and stumbling home by themselves. I've been there had those eyes, and even sober i'm not far away, but it makes me sad to see them all over. people escaping from their reality for a few hours. I've been questioning my sobriety this week. its not like i feel all that much better sober. and getting totally plastered sounds like a damn good idea sometimes.then i see people in the throws of a passionate dance with the booze that taunts me and i know why i've stopped. lots of alcoholics damage lives and people around them and relationships and yada yada yada. but the only one i really hurt was myself, my physical and mental being. i guess i'm just a lot more stable without it in my life. ona brighter note, i joined the electronics club and another way cool team. I'm getting back in touch with my geekdom and loving it. so fuck off you dont like geeks cause i'm cooler than you. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 7th, 2004
10:06 pm	I have been sober for 2 months. It really sucks. It makes me realize all the reasons why I drank in the first place. I am not in AA, I do not consider myself a recovering addict, not drinking does not consume much of my life. Only friday and saturday nights mostly. why did I drink? well this was all explained in the entry that disappeared. basically, I am a man of many different endeavors, and those endevors pull me in many different directions. and people with similar beliefs dont like me because I am not a hardcore whatever, be it rockstar wannabe, or rugged outdoorsman. and I am afraid of many things, I am afraid of being myself, I am afraid of not being liked, and I am afraid of approaching new people and opening myself up. without booze it is possible to realize the links between my fears and how they feed one another. I am more happy now, though I face a challenging road to happiness, I am no longer treading water, yeah the first entry was way better, I used wallowing in my own piss and vomit there, haha, well, I hope you out there in internet land will read this, perhaps be inspired, or feel the need to help me through my journeys. please, do not offer me the lord, I will laugh at you and start to drink again. love your King, Dave (1 Comment |Comment on this)
10:02 pm	fuck this, I wrote this huge journal entry that was really meaningful and its gone. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
7:41 pm	Pissed Off. let me tell you about the world. it fucking sucks. people tell me to smile people tell me to liven up. fuck you. fuck you world I'm sick of it. I take so much shit, people tell me I'm an asshole, fuck off, how much shit do you want me to take? fuck everyone I know, fuck all their bullshit and lies! someone fucks off, someone says something that hurts me, someone rips me off, and I'm the asshole!???!!!??? not any muther fucking more mutherfuckers. dont turn your petty bullshit around on me and get me wrapped up in your pathetic fucking drama mutherfuckers. i've bent over and taken it for almost 24 years and I'm done. I've tried being nice, and i"ve ended up alone and sad and the butt of your fucking jokes. No MORE!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
3:05 pm	blah here i am world. check me out. get ready to be offended, to cry, to laugh, to shout, to stalk me, fuck it I'll write more later. (3 Comments |Comment on this)